She thought she was well covered. She knew that she did not allow herself to love. so her heart was bulletproof. Then he waltzed into her life. They started out as friends but he was perfection. He knew who she was and why she was, sometimes he'd do stuff she wanted to do even before she realized she wanted to. He was perfection.
She didn't realize that she was falling in love. Again. She began to long to be in his company, oh how she loved to hear his voice. She worked hard to gain a dimpled smile from him because that smile always made her day. When he didn't call she was depressed and moody. She didn't understand herself anymore. Imagine her joy when he said he wanted to be more than friends!!!
Then! He stopped calling, she was the one who spent her time calling. He stopped being so understanding, she began to second guess herself at every turn. He became distant and began to be erratic in his manner toward her, today she is the love of his life, tomorrow he could care less about her. Oh she began to feel like she was less than she really was.
The question she asked me to ask you guys is simple really. Why go through the trouble of wooing her if you know you really didn't want her? Why turn her world upside down when you know you won't be there to put it right side up again! Why bring her heart to life only to shatter it into a million more pieces than it was shattered before she sewed it back together? She said, "OnyiBi do you know what pisses me off the most? I didn't ask for his attention! I was on my own and he came and slapped me awake? Now it rains behind my smile everyday. The little that was left of my heart is quickly fading into a sketch of what ought to be."
So I ask again? Ladies, is he really worth it?!?
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